Her #MagicOfWarmth

Relationships! Relationships are tough to handle until one day she held my hand and promised about long-term relationship. She was hard to understand. She carried an aura of something magical and an enigma, never to resolve.

I was insecure about our relationship as I knew her since childhood. Many guys were behind and she had her share of relationships as well. On the other hand, I was that nerdy, geek guy who happened to be her best friend since school. Years gone by and we both changed a lot during this lengthy period. 

I went to Australia for my scholarship. However, I was a victim of bullying in school that made me a tough and emotionless person. When I came back to India, Sunidhi was no longer that cheerful, innocent, full of chatter person. In fact, she turned out to be a mature, soft yet most beautiful girl I know. 

I always liked her but who would have chosen a person like me. After coming back to India we both started going out together again same like our school days. She was easy to be with. She never complained about anything nor did she feel embarrassed to accompany me wherever we went. 

She was easy to be with

However, I couldn’t express myself well in front of anyone and so in front of Sunidhi. Day by day I was redeveloping my feelings for her that once I had in my heart. But the stupid nerd like me still not learnt about expressing emotions. Sometimes I used to fight with her unnecessarily and she used to behave with me as if nothing had happened between us. I used to get a tinge of jealousy whenever she used to talk with other guys. She was flawless in her conversation and soon that guy would give in, lost in her beautiful, wide eyes. 

That sight used to irk me a lot. Anyways, so here’s what happened that fortunate day of my life:

“Why do you have to behave so nicely with every guy you meet?”

“What do you mean, Ankur?”

“Didn’t you see that guy was gawking at you as if he has never seen a girl?”

“So are you jealous?”

“What? I am not jealous. I am just being protective about you. Why would I be jealous? What’s wrong with you Sunidhi?”

“Yes you’re! You have problem with every guy I talk to. Don’t you’ve?” 

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, it is and why should you have a problem with I talking with boys. It’s my life. You cannot control.” 

Suddenly I felt a surge of anger running through my veins and blurted out. “Yes, you’re right. I shouldn’t tell whom to talk or not. After all, it wasn’t normal that boys were always around you.” 

“Shut up Ankur. You meant to say that I flirt with every other guy in town and I am such a bad person.” She vented out her anger and she left the room in a harried manner. 

Now I was aghast and despaired sitting alone in the room. I argued with myself several times about my poor and insecure behavior with her. Now I was in a poor condition where I was about to lose my seasoned friendship as well with her. After some time a tear rolled down to my cheek and reached to my chin. Now a loser boy inside me was weeping badly. I lost touch with time until a warm hand reached on to my shoulder. I looked back. It was Sunidhi. 

 

“Sunidhi, I..I..I am really sorry. I really did not mean to hurt you.” I stammered. She kept her delicate finger on my lips and shushed me. She instructed me to embrace her. Within a few seconds I melted in her arms. 

I wept like a baby and gave her my thousand apologies. I kept blabbering like a baby and I finally spoke those magical words. 

“But I love you Sunidhi. It wasn’t intentional. I didn’t know how to express myself. I am sorry I didn’t want to hurt.”  

“You mad, I know you love me & I know a nerd like you will never be able to express to me. I had to use my magic, my #MagicOfWarmth.” Sunidhi said.

After a long time, we separated ourselves. We both looked into each other’s eyes. I kissed her lips softly making her feel shy. 

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We were always in an untold relationship as I was that mad guy who couldn’t express a thing. On the other hand, Sunidhi dropped many hints throughout all these years but I never picked them up. Bringing an extra tiffin for me in school, going on a date with other boys only to tell stories how that the other guy turned out to be a horrible date. I never went in depth to know details and I assumed she dated several guys. 

She knew I needed that #MagicOfWarmth that would crack a wall within me & she did it effortlessly. She is hard to resist. She keeps her enigma alive with that #MagicOfWarmth that was always meant for me! 

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